I been gone

I been gone for a while, I been wondering in this world and I finally found myself. well I found one and let me tell you I walked for a thousand years and I mediated for thousand days and hours and I finally found him well he found me and let me tell you. He brings me to life and brings me joy. He has been so kind to me he has been putting me in a pedestal and likes me for who I am and I am not alone anymore. There many things that happen and one is that being alone is okay so I found out that being by myself meant that being alone was not scary. so its okay to be alone for a while. always remember that being alone doesn't mean that you won't find someone it means that you would eventually have someone that would come to you. so always stay humble and remember that in this world we are loved no matter what. love Alex 

Love Smile Laugh and Be Happy  

Knowing

i wouldn't know what normal feels like anymore, cause this is who i am, this is me. I always taught that there was something wrong with me. I thought been this person would change. Lett me tell you a secret this secret i kept hidden for a long time, i feel ashamed most of the time, you see i tried so hard to push this feelings away and keep them locked far away. i never understood this feeling i never wanted to feel anything but i was going at war with my own self. When i realized i was angry at myself for having this feelings, this feeling for someone. I was afraid losing him and i was scared of the consequences. I was afraid to be loved i was afraid to love him back because not everyone get to blurt out how the feel.i was afraid what will they say what will people will say behind my back but still i have to accept that i want to be with you i want every minute with you cause at the end i feel in love with you. I wont be afraid anymore to tell you i love you cause at the end i know where are my feelings and i wont pushed them away. I love you and i am just to tired to fight it, now i have to just be me.-alex

My heart

I been going threw a hard thing  the guy in my life left me, for good. I was always happy never sad when i first let eyes on him i wanted him, i really thought that i would be so in love with him but it stopped. I felt that loving him and giving him everything would change but it did not. I stood by his side i never walked away but yet he pushed me away, you see i was always nice to this guy i would give him my world my everything my family. everyone wanted to meet him everyone was excited to talk him even my friends wanted him but behind close doors i caused him pain bye having pictures. the love that he had for me was gone he hurt me bye saying good bye.. you see the worst feeling is not being alone its been forgotten bye someone you would never forget. i would never forget you i have to admit that my life would still continue and i will start to post more i just been out of shape in my emotions

Hurt

Hi guys i am back i took a break its been a while actually i been busy with work and art projects i want you guys to know everything

Time 

what is time? I ask myself the same question time is an indefinite continued progress of existence and events in the past, present, and future regarded as a whole 

but what is time its self. Is time used properly. 
What would time be to you?

Do u think mermaids are real

Are mermaids real? Well we are always wondering if mermaid are real, well they are myths but you might tink that but I think there is such things of mermaids

Homo-phobia

Well we are mostly humans so let us not be rude and love each other. We are equal so let us not hate each other love is equal.

well we all know homophobia is a leading of some death of homosexual.

......sometimes we know that finding the perfect person there is always this problem